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Ramli

2011-10-10T00:45:00.002+08:00

If you want to be a professional footballer, I'll support you bro! be that!
And I believe you can achieve that! Chase after your dream jay!

Tempest

2011-10-04T00:48:00.000+08:00

I still think of her

Big Bug

2011-10-01T18:53:00.002+08:00

Nobody wants a happy ending

Bring It Down

2011-10-01T18:18:00.001+08:00

That random flashback which brings back painful memories and breaks your heart all over again

Selfish

2011-09-30T02:20:00.004+08:00

I think I've become a badass heartless motherfucker, I've stop caring about other people's feelings, and I dont really care what happen to them...but still, I'm not bad enough

Puppeteer

2011-09-24T12:38:00.002+08:00

I'm just a puppet, an instrument of death

Personal Space

2011-09-19T23:51:00.001+08:00

I couldn't find the right word to make you stay for awhile longer

God Emperor

2011-09-13T20:33:00.000+08:00

Maybe in a distance, but never in the heart

Order

2011-09-08T03:20:00.001+08:00

What if it never gets better?

Guide

2011-09-03T00:07:00.000+08:00

Son, you are hopeless...

I Gave Up

2011-08-31T01:17:00.002+08:00

Damn you fish! Don't you dare, don't you fucking dare miss her, get 0ver it you fucking asshole! Just fucking move on!! She's not gonna fucking come back to you, so forget about her? Alright? Can you do that fish? Please...I'm tired ok? I'm fucking tired alright, I'm tired of thinking about her, I'm tired of this stupid motherfucking memories that will always come back, I'm tired of wanting to go back, I'm tired of all this shits...Please fish, Please! I beg of you, please stop! Just stop, can you just stop? Just this once? Please...?

Stitches

2011-08-29T17:07:00.002+08:00

There. I did it.
It still look like crap. But I fixed it.
So don't worry heart. I'm not gonna give you to someone new.
Well not now.

Last Stand

2011-08-29T16:55:00.003+08:00

And he fights for love like he was the last angel defending the Heavens

Ocean

2011-08-24T02:32:00.003+08:00

She has never been to the beach before

Multiplication

2011-08-24T01:58:00.002+08:00

Multiracial society, damn! I miss that

Piano Station

2011-08-23T00:08:00.002+08:00

I miss music

Mindset

2011-08-20T02:24:00.006+08:00

My mind is a horrible place. It is a place of rage, pain, anger, suffering, despair, hatred, vengeance, violence, destruction, chaos, lost hope, broken dreams and even death. It is truly a horrible place. And I think I can be a dark lord or some sort, and a good one!

Gentlemen Don't

2011-08-13T01:40:00.002+08:00

You were and still my favourite melody

Work Of Art

2011-08-07T03:51:00.003+08:00

I've been wounded but I survived

You might not know this bro, but that sentence gave me hope, it really did! Its ok to fall in love again, its ok to get your heart broken again, its ok to fall on your knees again, its ok to cry again, its ok to lose hope, its ok to give up, and its ok to just walk away.

-Jayhan-

I Write Myself To Death

2011-08-07T03:36:00.003+08:00

I need to get my ass back to writing poetry, I love doing it, but lately I just don't know what to write anymore, maybe I need to get my heart broken again, maybe then I can write again

I Pray

2011-08-07T03:30:00.001+08:00

Wherever you are on this damn planet, I hope that you are doing well, I hope that you are in good health, and I really do hope that you are happy

Crow

2011-08-07T03:23:00.003+08:00

I know you are not here, but whenever I'm in a crowd, my heart will always look for you

Phantom

2011-07-27T00:27:00.002+08:00

The ghost from my broken past

Last Piece

2011-07-19T13:12:00.002+08:00

You're the last piece of my puzzle that doesn't fit anymore...

James Morrison - The Pieces Don't Fit Anymore

Reminder

2011-06-28T12:35:00.000+08:00

A picture of you just to remind me of how fucking stupid love is...

Don't Fall For Her

2011-06-27T18:50:00.002+08:00

"I'm Fine"
It's all I can say.
To keep them away.
Because telling them won't help.
Because they don't and will never understand.
And explanations won't do.
So I say those two words.
Just to keep them satisfied.

When The Lights Die

2011-06-27T18:48:00.002+08:00

If I don't stop, I would just keep on waiting

Feel

2011-06-27T18:46:00.000+08:00

I know you don't see me, you don't feel me, but keep your eyes wide open...

No Matter What

2011-06-13T22:21:00.001+08:00

I do this, I do that, I do more of this and I do more of that, but no matter what I do, I still think of you...

No Idea

2011-06-10T12:21:00.001+08:00

I don't know what to write anymore...

Expectations

2011-05-21T00:22:00.003+08:00

Shit happens every single day, and it is up to you whether you choose to break and fall, or to stand and stay strong

Distance

2011-05-20T16:49:00.000+08:00

I'm miles from where you are right now...and I kinda miss you

Away From Here

2011-05-20T05:43:00.001+08:00

Looks like I'll be going north, but I'll be back with a medal and some bullets in ma ass

Future

2011-05-19T02:49:00.001+08:00

Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane, I don't know when I'll be back again...

Away

2011-05-16T05:25:00.002+08:00

My decision is final! I'm going to leave this place, I'm going to leave all this shits behind, and I hope I won't come back anytime soon

Bowl

2011-05-14T23:40:00.002+08:00

I think I saw you the other day, I just hope that is not you...Maybe my heart is just playing tricks on me

So Close But Yet So Far

2011-05-12T03:48:00.003+08:00

I was so close to see her again. Thank God I didn't! My heart was beating so fast at that time, and my mind can't stop thinking about her...

Perfecto

2011-05-12T03:47:00.000+08:00

Yes you are!

Soldier On

2011-05-12T03:38:00.005+08:00

I wanna be a soldier, I wanna serve my country, I wanna protect my family and friends, I wanna die a hero.

Well, the truth is I just wanna run away from everything

Almost

2011-05-10T17:48:00.003+08:00

A part of me was dying to see you again, well fuck that part!! Thank god I didnt see you just now, cause things will get harder than ever

Rebellion

2011-05-05T18:28:00.000+08:00

I'm rebellious when I'm restricted

Slow Burning

2011-05-05T02:14:00.002+08:00

I always bring myself down, cause I'm afraid of being happy. Bad things happen when you're all happy and stuff

Gratitude

2011-04-30T18:12:00.000+08:00

Gain some new experience

Heart And Soul

2011-04-28T08:36:00.002+08:00

I'm dying in the inside,

But I'll still smile,
I'll still laugh,
I'll survive this,
Just don't look into my eyes...

Angels

2011-04-28T08:30:00.000+08:00

There are those who are lost angels
And they've forgotten how to spread their wings

And dance in the clouds

Demons

2011-04-28T08:27:00.001+08:00

There are those who are real demons
Who were stripped from their memories and wander the earth
Always searching for broken dreams

B-Quartet

2011-04-28T08:19:00.001+08:00

Forever and always

Shoebox

2011-04-28T08:14:00.000+08:00

Oh please make miracles

Just Like You

2011-04-26T09:39:00.001+08:00

Dear self, stop having that fucking fake smile plastered on your face.

Worst

2011-04-25T01:33:00.000+08:00

Trying to put it back together, but don't know how...

Snapshots Of My Dream

2011-04-23T02:11:00.002+08:00

I'm just not worth that second chance,
But he's worth another shot at love,
And the love I have for you is not,
His love is just better.

READ

2011-04-23T02:10:00.000+08:00

Why must he be me?

Justin Bieber - That Should Be Me

Fragment

2011-04-23T02:05:00.002+08:00

All of my emotions become a work of art

Under 18

2011-04-21T01:50:00.001+08:00

Maybe I should post more happy stuff instead of these emo shits...hahaha, fuck that! I post whatever I want laa!

Paper In The Sun

2011-04-20T06:57:00.000+08:00

Never forgive if you are not ready to forget? Hrmmm...

Disappearance

2011-04-20T04:45:00.001+08:00

Even if all your wishes come true; Please don't forget about me

Fuck Off

2011-04-19T01:46:00.001+08:00

Arghhh! Just get the fuck out of my mind laa

Anubis

2011-04-18T06:41:00.002+08:00

I put on my mask
I fake a smile
Pray you won't see
The things I hide
The sorrow within my soul
I won't let you see the pain
I can laugh and pretend
And you may think I'm fine
But I will never be OK.

You Will

2011-04-17T07:28:00.003+08:00

I will leave,
You will cry,
As you wonder why I said goodbye.

I will be fine,
You will be hurt,
Wiping the tears away with your shirt.

I will move on,
You'll stay in place,
With all of those tears streaming down your face.

I will be happy,
You will be sad,
Thinking about what it was we had.

I will never look back,
You will linger behind,
Looking at the world through eyes that are blind.

I will live in the present,
You will live in the past,
Forever wondering why we didn't last.

I'm always the "You" in this poem, never the "I"

How I Met Your Mother

2011-04-17T06:27:00.003+08:00

The story "How I met your mother" may not be a true story, but it has taught me many things about love and life, especially the part where Ted Mosby saw Stella with that guy who-I-forgot-his-name, and that part he said "Sometimes you just have to walk away" and yeah, maybe I should just have walked away, she looked so happy with him, well after all I just want her to be happy. I should have done that, her happiness is all that matters...

Soon

2011-04-17T06:25:00.001+08:00

Soon I can say that I'm miles from where you are right now

Maybe Not

2011-04-17T06:20:00.002+08:00

"Justin Bieber - That Should Be Me"
I don't like him and I don't hate him, I only listen to good songs, and that song is one of them

Melancholy

2011-04-15T17:30:00.002+08:00

Repeating a simple wish;

we will meet again...

They Were Right

2011-04-14T00:43:00.001+08:00

I heard rumours that we will never last, and I guess those rumours were right

Battle

2011-04-13T01:23:00.001+08:00

Those scars on my heart reminds me that the past is real

When I'm Gone

2011-04-13T01:02:00.000+08:00

That feeling when love goes away...

Mocking Bird

2011-04-13T01:00:00.001+08:00

I have forgotten what we used to talk about

Enter

2011-04-13T00:04:00.005+08:00

I hope it's nice where you are now...

Sucker Punch

2011-04-12T00:35:00.002+08:00

The most AWESOME scene in the movie!
Sucker Punch was kinda ok I guess, except for the babes, they are Damn.....

Dark Passion

2011-04-11T01:15:00.000+08:00

Loving someone is never a mistake!

Semper Fi

2011-04-10T00:41:00.001+08:00

Well, I guess its ok for girls to break a guy's heart

Bad Company

2011-04-10T00:19:00.002+08:00

I would be so fucking stupid if I ever catch a grenade for someone like you

Moved On

2011-04-09T02:54:00.005+08:00

Am I? Have I really moved on? Well I don't think so, I'm still thinking about her but not as often as before, I still miss her I still want her back, but not as much as before...So am I moving on?

Well I don't know, I just don't know the answer to that question,
not yet

I'm Gonna Find Another You - John Mayer

Test

2011-04-09T02:26:00.000+08:00

Well yesterday was kinda fucked up

Banshee

2011-04-09T02:25:00.002+08:00

Yupp, they do

Essay

2011-04-08T05:05:00.001+08:00

One day I will finish this essay

A Song For Loneliness

2011-04-08T03:03:00.004+08:00

My love life sucks, well so far it sucks, what about yours? Whatever it is, I bet its Beautiful

Daughter

2011-04-08T02:58:00.002+08:00

Never go for a broken-hearted girl, cause in the end you'll be the one who gets heart broken

Fishyy

2011-04-06T16:36:00.001+08:00

I know a girl, she puts the color inside of my black and white world

Lego Star Wars

2011-04-06T16:31:00.001+08:00

HOLY MOTHER OF PEARL!!

Common

2011-04-06T16:04:00.003+08:00

Don't you just love the feeling you get after you talked to someone about something you guys have in common, like your interest...I have a couple of friends that I can talk to about our interest, For example;

Qayyum - We can talk about superbikes
Qahhar - I used to talk about games with him
Nabil - Can talk about life...hahaha, cheesy!
Suemun - Used to talk about Lego!
Fahim/Denise/Afique - Music!!

And I don't who should I talk to about my interest in poetry

Happiness

2011-04-05T23:03:00.002+08:00

Happiness, one day I will find you, and when I do, I will never let you go, I will hold on to it...Even if it hurts, even if my hand bleeds...I will never let you go, you can count on that! haha

Fantasy

2011-04-05T01:28:00.001+08:00

How she sees the world...

Rage

2011-04-04T22:12:00.000+08:00

One day, one day I will do something like this

I'm Still In Shock

2011-04-04T06:04:00.002+08:00

Well I guess I'm lost now. I've lost my way, I don't know where I'm at, I don't know where to go, I don't know where is my destination, I don't know what am I suppose to do now, I'm just lost...

Blood Of A Hero

2011-04-04T06:03:00.001+08:00

I need something to replace these holes in my heart

Best Of Me

2011-04-04T05:40:00.001+08:00

Dreaming of the past is heartwarming, but it hurts like hell. That's why I hate sleeping

Vaccine

2011-04-04T05:37:00.003+08:00

Gotta love black & white pictures

Sexbook

2011-04-04T05:37:00.001+08:00

WTF! hahaha

Shutting Down

2011-04-03T02:07:00.001+08:00

She ain't a bitch, I'm just a fool for falling for someone like her

Fall For Anything

2011-04-03T01:59:00.000+08:00

Don’t wait ‘till your heart bleeds...

46

2011-04-01T19:44:00.002+08:00

Jizz in ma pants

Rain

2011-04-01T19:01:00.001+08:00

She doesn't have to know

Dark Knight

2011-04-01T18:58:00.001+08:00

Be her hero, her silent guardian, her watchful protector, and her dark knight

Prayer

2011-04-01T03:44:00.003+08:00

Even for a sec, I have never ever pray that you will be unhappy, not even once. Yeah sure I called you by many bad names or words, that's because I'm trying to forget about you, trying to hate the person I love the most, trying to move on. But when I pray to God, I will always pray for your happiness, pray that you will be happy, pray that you will have an easy life, pray that all your wish will come true, pray that all your sins will be forgiven, pray that you will forget the meaning of sadness, cause being sad is my job, not yours

Tumblr.

2011-04-01T03:35:00.004+08:00

When I feel kinda down or sad, Tumblr is the place that I would go, cause in Tumblr, you're not the only one who is fucked up...Its nice too know that you're not alone

Apple

2011-04-01T03:20:00.002+08:00

I got a bad feeling about you, so you better prove me wrong April

Decision

2011-04-01T01:36:00.000+08:00

Walk away or try even harder?

Lose Yourself

2011-03-31T06:05:00.001+08:00

You better lose yourself in the music, the moment
You own it, you better never let it go
You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow
This opportunity comes once in a lifetime!

Honda

2011-03-31T03:13:00.000+08:00

This is love!