I want to show you off to the world sometimes, To show to the world how beautiful you are, but I'm afraid. I'm afraid that I will lose you.. Still I want to show you off to the world, I wanted to wait until we are married. Hope everything goes according to plan..
2015-04-24
2015-04-23
Ride The Lightning
You said you needed some time to think about us, you said you want to be left alone. Have I not given you enough time, have I not given you enough? Or were you trying to have me replaced during my absences.. Since I can't show that I cared and loved you, wouldn't it be easier to have me replaced than to fix me. So which one is it? Tell me the truth this time love..
Passing Dragons
Forgive me God for always thinking about her in my solat.. I know my solat is between You and me, but I can't help it. Only You know how much I love her, and I'm sorry for always thinking about her in my solat.. Forgive me God.
2015-04-22
Tzar
I don't give up. I fight for love even though I know I will lose, but still I rise and fight for it. I'll get back on my feet to fight another day. I endure the pain, I stand my ground and I hold on to hope. For it is the only thing I have left.. Without hope I would be truly lost.
2015-04-21
Walled
I guess it is easier to get a new one rather than fixing the old one. I live in the generation where the broken ones are thrown away, replaced rather than try to fix it, to make it better, to make it work again. You do that to your car, phones, devices but not to human beings. We are not so valuable anymore. We can be replaced.. I guess your mother can be replaced as well huh? Why bother fixing it when you can get a better one right?
Imperial Fist
I always want to know how your day was. I care so much about you.. And I will always will. Just sometimes I get too caught up with my work that I forgot to ask you. Assignments never seems to end, they just keep on coming. Sometimes I don't have enough space to breathe.. I just want you to know love that I care about you, I always do.. Today, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, the day after that, and the day after that till the day God takes my life away.. I would still probably care about you then, maybe in death I still care.
By My Side
When she can't pray, I want her to sit beside me when I pray. When she can't recite the Quran, I want her to sit beside me and listen to me reciting the Quran. I want to be with her in this world and the next.. I want her near me wherever I go. Come back to me love..
2015-04-20
Live Long and Prosper
I wonder what do you do everyday, who do you talk to every night.. Someone new? What did you have for lunch and with whom you went with.. Alone or with someone new? Who do you think about before you go to sleep.. Me or someone new? Wish I was the one you talk to every night, you had lunch with and the very last person running through your mind before those pretty little eyes shuts..
Screaming Jester
Never felt so lonely like this before.. Gotta say this might be the loneliest night ever. I'm afraid to say something to her, I'm afraid of being ignored again. Is she still mad at me? Will I make it even worse if I say something to her right now.. I want to say something, but I am just too afraid..
2015-04-19
Natural Beauty
I have seen her with and without make-up.. I prefer her without any make-up on. She is beautiful.. Very very beautiful, just like an angel.. And make-ups will ruin her natural beauty. I like your bare skin love..
2015-04-18
2015-04-17
Dream Speech
I have made you a promise to take care of you, to always be loyal to you, to love you and only you forever, to wait for you at the gates of heaven. I swore to do all those things, I swore to you.. And to God himself. I have sworn to do all those things to you.. He is my witness. I made a promise to God, and now I'm afraid I might break that promise, I might not be able to fulfill that promise.. I want to keep that promise but the situation I'm in seems to deem otherwise, I am forced to break it.. But worry not love, I will hold on to it as long as I can.. When have I not..
2015-04-16
Titan Forge
Why I write things here instead of saying it to her, I should have just say it to her.. Tell her everything that I will do for her. Action speaks louder than words, I don't want her to know because I want to surprise her.. "I can take you to the stars." Everyone can say that. I want to prove it to her, I want her to see the things I would do for her.. I would go to any length to protect her, to take care of her. I would probably kill someone for her.. Well maybe..
Star
"Saya tutup hati daripada memandang perempuan lain selain tunang saya.."
I think my choice is the best for me, there's a reason why I chose you and not someone else. Even though there are some girls who I know are interested in me, I can see the way they look at me or even talk to me.. I can see it. But I know my limits, I'm already engaged.. So there is no need for me to "layan" them more than I should. I know who my heart wants, and he wants you girl..
2015-04-15
Mistress
Please stop doing this to me.. Stop hurting me. It hurts so much, please I beg of you.. Please stop! I can feel my whole body tearing itself apart.. Please stop torturing me..
2015-04-14
2015-04-13
Country
How is she? Is she well? Is she safe? I want to know.. Somebody please tell me. I want to know everything, everything about her. Every details.. Please.. Tell me..
Sweet Dreams
I don't know why I love her more when she is sick, when she is having a fever, flu or on her period.. I love her more when she is in that state. I love it when she is weak, when she is vulnerable.. I would stay up all night long to watch over her, make breakfast, feed her, carry her when she doesn't have the strength, I would do anything for her..
2015-04-12
Dead Prophet
I still believed that you haven't left or betrayed me, I know you will come back any day now.. I can wait Sayang.. I have always waited for you.
2015-04-11
Honey, I'm Home
Coming home from work and to see your face welcoming me it's my life's goal. It would surely give me peace..
2015-04-10
Survive The Night
You are the only one I think about before I close my eyes.. You are in my mind, heart and soul. I will dream about you love, I always do. I could see you in my future.. You will be the one I share my bed with.. You will be the one I share my food with..You will be the one that will support and motivate me.. You will be the one I fight with.. You will be the one I make love with..You will be the mother of my child.. And you will be my true meaning of happiness.
I'm Here For You
It has been a while since we talk to each other.. Every day I forced myself not to text you. I know you still fucking hate me.. But I hope your hatred towards me is gone. I want to know how was your day, I want to wish you good morning, goodnight, I want you to have a good night sleep and have the sweetest dreams.. I want to say I love you and I miss you. I want to say all the things left unsaid.. I miss you love.. I really do. I wish I could turn back time and make things right again.. Say you miss me too love, just say something to me.. I'm dying here..
2015-04-09
2015-04-08
2015-04-07
2015-04-06
Ombak Rindu
I'll say it again, the pain that you cause,
It effects me through and through,
And yet still I come running when you say my name,
for I loved you more than you knew..
2015-04-05
Everlasting
Even if your beauty fades with age, but know this.. You will always be beautiful to me. I have told you this a thousand times. I'm not in love with only your beauty, I'm in love with you.. Everything of you. I'm in love with your hair, I'm in love with your eyes, I'm in love with your chubby cheeks, I'm in love with your flat nose, I'm in love with your lips when you are sulking, I'm in love with your ticklish neck, I'm in love with the size of your body, I couldn't care less that you are a little bit chubby. I'm in love with your fingers when it holds mine, I'm in love with your birthmark, I'm in love with your thigh, I'm in love with your feet.. and I'm also in love with your smile, I'm in love with your laughter, I'm in love with the way you dance in the car, I'm in love with your care-free attitude whenever you're with me, you can burp without feeling ashamed because you know I am perfectly comfortable with you. I'm in love with the touch of your hand, I'm in love with your hugs and kisses, I'm in love with the many faces you give me, I'm in love with the way you walk. I'm in love with your stubbornness, even though it drives me crazy sometimes, I'm in love with your voice, though sometimes it's annoying when you complain a lot.. But it gives me peace when I think about it at night before I go to sleep, I'm in love with the way you take your selfies. You know I hate taking selfies, but looking at you doing it makes me happy inside. I don't have the heart to delete any of it.. My phone's memory is almost full, full of your selfies and I don't have it in me to delete it. Not even one.. Every single one is precious to me. I have so much more to say but I have to stop for now, before I breakdown again..
Little Florist
My love for you is greater than my hate. You're the only girl I could never hate.. I will continue to pray for you, I will always pray for you dear.. Your health, your wealth, your happiness, your safety and much more. Even you have put me through a lot of pain, I don't want to hate you.. I want to love you, I want to take care of you even if only from the side line.. and I hope one day you will see through it all. I will always be here for you love.. Always..
2015-04-04
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