Walls Of The Heart

Why do You curse me with such a heart? A heart that love so much.. Why? Have I not suffered enough? What more do You want from me? Do You wish to see me break? Do You want me to lose hope?

Princess?

What happened? What happened to that promise dear?

Blep

How not to care? 

Subang Jaya

Maybe there's nothing more for me here.. Subang Jaya.. You used to be so great. I love coming back to you if I got the chance. Now it hurts so much to stay.. She made Subang Jaya a better place. She made Subang Jaya feels like home. She made Subang Jaya a heaven on earth.. No matter how much it hurts, I would still come back here.. Maybe I'll get the chance to see her again.. I miss her so much. See you again Subang Jaya, see you again dear..

Mirrors

Do you hate what you see in the mirror? Because I do..

Stubborn Just Like You

I've got a stubborn heart for you, just for you. Nothing I say will change his mind.. He really really loves you my dear. And so am I. Guess where he gets the stubbornness from? Hehe

Mint

I want to love you without feeling like its a wrong thing to do. I want to love you again without that feeling. I want to love you.. I want to. Berdosakah aku mencintaimu? Berdosakah aku meyayangimu?

Better Start

He looks like a guy with money.. Maybe that's good. I can't always give you things you wanted, I tried to save some money to get the things you want.. But it will take a while. Maybe he can give everything that you have always wanted, maybe he can provide you with everything.. He can get you into a private hospital without any trouble. It would be easy for you to get a female doctor when you are in labour.. I can't afford to give you those.. I'm sorry dear, if only I had more money to give you everything.. 

Raining

The sky cries with me today..

Loki

The way he holds your hand.. It reminds me about us, the way we used to be. The way you looked at him.. It reminds me how you used to look at me, I used to be your everything. You always loved to look at me when I'm driving. I looked so focused, and you really like that right love?

 I hope you are happy sayang.. I really do..

Spoken Words

I want to talk to you dear.. I just want to talk to you, and not fight this time. Even if we have to talk as friends, I wouldn't mind.. I need to talk to you. I miss you so much.. I feel so empty.. I need to hear your voice again.. I miss your voice so much.. I need to hear it again. I know I'm asking too much of you, and I know it will never happen. You belong to someone else now.. Your voice must be his favourite melody, your voice must be his sweetest sound in the world. It must be wonderful to be him right now.. He can hear his favourite melody from the moment he wakes up to the moment he sleeps.. I envy him sayang..

Liquid Sword

Thank you dear for listening to me when I asked you to change your profile picture because your arm was visible. You know I don't like it when people can see your aurat. Thank you for listening to me.. I told you I would take care of you no matter what, but under this circumstances.. Its the least I could do. I wished I could do more to help, I wished I could be there beside you, I wished I could be the one that takes care of you. But I'm in no position to do so.. I will try to take care of you from the sidelines. That's what I do best no? Loving you from afar, loving you from a distance. I will always be here for you if you need anything sayang..

White Roses

I hurt my mom.. Mom really really likes her. Sorry ma I couldn't make her stay, I tried.. I really did.

Distance

"..and he was still madly deeply in love with her." 

Cortisol

Don't lose hope Dan.. Please don't.

Professor

I know how you feel professor.. I know exactly how you feel..

Enter Spring

We.... Didn't make it..

Winchester

"I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited..

But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it..

I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded..

that for me it isn't over."

Hope

I hope one day we could meet again, I hope I will get that chance to see you again in the future.. And maybe this time you could stay a bit longer.. And maybe forever.. InsyaAllah Aamiin..

Hurt

Your wish came true today dear.. You looked like a princess, you looked so beautiful sayang. I could never afford such a wedding.. It was so grand. I'm sorry I don't have enough money to give you anything like that. You looked so so so beautiful, I can't stop looking at you.. But you are much more beautiful masa bangun tidur. Hehe

Vow

Remember that one time when you asked me if something happen to you like in the movie "The Vow", would I do exactly like Channing Tatum when he lost his wife? Would I fight for you back? Would I go through all those pain to get you back? You probably know the answer to that don't you?

Darth

Ya Allah.. Allow me to keep her in my heart and my prayers always. Aamiin..

Worst

Do you remember what you said to me on this day last year? You said that you may have feelings for someone else, that you may have fallen for someone new.. Do you remember that? Do you remember how painful it is to me? You said all of that on my birthday.. Well happy birthday to me..

Standing Still

There's someone else in her heart again..

Spoilt

Her parents must think that I'm probably a stupid and desperate little boy because I'm still trying to win their daughter back after all this time.. Always coming back to their house to give her letters/gifts and hopefully to catch a glimpse of her. Well they are not wrong.. I am stupid and truly desperate to have her back. Congratulations little fish, you are a fucking moron. Good job!

Black Dress

Maybe she threw the dress away. She must have hated it so much.. Because it was from me, the dress was from me. But I really really want to see her wearing it.. Maybe one day I will get to see it..

Jabal Rahmah

Here, on this hill. I whispered your name over and over again.. I prayed to God for you. Asking for another chance to be with you, another chance to make you smile, another chance to take care of you, another chance to wipe the tears off your face, another chance to give her my everything, and another chance to be the one for her. I want her back.. I want to love her again.. I know I'm asking a bit too much, but please.. Can I have her back God?