Had a dream about the past last night.. And when I woke up, I immediately try to find my phone. That's when reality drags you back to the real world.. Because the last time I touched that phone was 6 months ago, give or take a few weeks. Maybe the next time that dream comes I would know which one is the truth
2017-03-31
2017-03-29
Suicide Note
Got really angry that night. What else should I do when talking to God only made it worst.. Only made you even angrier.
2017-03-26
Cursed Wind
Please teach your daughter to never be the reason why someone would stop believing in love. Teach her to not be like you. Teach her to always be loyal and faithful.
2017-03-23
2017-03-22
2017-03-21
2017-03-20
Everlasting Curse
I once believed that you were sent here to me to break the curse.. Never would have thought that you were part of this curse.
2017-03-17
Sun Dancer
Have you ever looked at someone doing something and you say to yourself, "She used to do that a lot." Then you started to see a bit of her in everyone you sees. If only I could harvest those traits and build my own you.
2017-03-16
If I Needed You
A person who smokes, drinks, goes clubbing and fools around has God in his heart, and you don't. At that point you knew that you have sunk so deep in depression. That person may not be doing all the right things, but at the very least he still got God in his heart. From my point of view he's doing a lot better than me.
2017-03-14
2017-03-13
2017-03-12
Dormant
It's kinda funny that you're the most religious one in the family and at the same time you hated God the most.
Consolation
You ask for forgiveness during the night, but through out the day you curse this life, you curse His plans, you curse His name..
Love Less
This is what it feels like to lose faith in God. Not in your religion, but just Him. You still do what you are commanded to do. You still worship Him, you still pray to Him.. But most of the time you do all those things with so much hate, with so much anger in your heart.
2017-03-10
2017-03-04
2017-03-03
Rewrite History
A life where you never left.. That's just something that would never happen now. Tried so hard to relive that dream again each and every night. That's the world I would want to live in. If only I would never have to wake up ever again.. If only I could just leave this stupid reality.
On Winter's Night
They said that if you're having a dream of someone, that means that particular someone is missing you.. If it's true, why would you? Because it's you almost every night. Wished it was true though.. But something that good can't never be the truth. Just another bullshit you would want to believe when you are out of hope I guess..
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