Wraith

I guess it was a mistake asking God to give you the best. Once you start praying the best for someone, you just might lose them.. Because I know I'm not the best for her. I couldn't promise her an easy life, I couldn't promise that I won't make her cry, I couldn't promise her that I won't hurt her.. The only thing I could promise her was forever.. And that's it. Wished it was enough.. Really wished it was enough..

1000

Sometimes I'm glad that God chose me to feel all this pain instead of you.. Though most of the time I wished we would experience it together.. Those hurtful moments, every time we hurt one another, both of us will feel the pain. We would go through everything that is good and everything that is bad.. Together. "Susah senang bersama.." Remember love?

Reclamation

Maybe one day God would show me mercy..

Valhalla

Half in hope.. Half in agony..

Life-Binder

When I speak to God about how much I miss you, about how much I long for you just doesn't feel enough anymore. Wished you were still here love.. So that I could just tell you myself..

Castle World

Ghost of the past that will forever haunt the fuck out of you.

Soft Spoken Words

They say I looked the happiest whenever I talked about you.. If only they had not told me about it.. Because now I couldn't feel the same like I did before. I just want you to know that I was genuinely happy when I talked about you, well before they told me I looked so happy and alive. Now I can't feel the same because I know the truth.. The girl I talked about is gone now.. She's dead. She's not the same girl I once knew.. She's gone. 

A Journey To Find

a heart, a home, peace and happiness..

Devil's Rejects

A friend of mine asked me about us. She doesn't know neither the truth nor what had happened between us.. But I did tell her the truth. No, I didn't say that you left me and I also didn't say that we are no longer a thing, that we are no longer together. What I told her was that I still love you, I told her that I'm still in love with you.. "Masih sayang." was the exact words I used. In a way it is still the truth.

Perennial

Need to constantly remind myself that I should just take one day at a time..