Dark Wanderer

She didnt say yes and she didnt say no..

Big Apple

Her favourite..

Skyfall

Wanted to say hi, but I dont want to annoy you.. So yeah! If you want to talk to me you would say hi first, but if you didnt say anything that means you dont want to talk to me.

Breakfast Lunch Dinner Supper

Tomorrow is the day.. I get really really nervous just thinking about it, well wish me luck, gonna need it!

November Rain

I got a bad feeling about you Mr. November.. Prove me wrong! And please be nice.

Bro-Zone

Can you please stop calling me bro?

Searching Always

Maybe then you would see how much you really mean to me..

Morning Dinner

"Breakfast with me should be fun." Haha would love to have breakfast with you girl.. But I know thats not going to happen

Indirect

Indirect conversation with her.. Cute

Love And Pain

Nobody said it was easy, and no one ever said it would be this hard

Bio Genesis

I hope she doesnt read all these, wouldnt want her to know how broken I am

Juan Mata

I got a strong feeling that shes going to be another false hope..

Conversation

I wished that I could have a conversation with you just like I had conversations with other people

Listen

Cant you hear me calling out for you? Or you just dont care?

Human Snack

It doesnt get better, you just get used to it..

Beneath The Garden

She doesnt want to talk to me.. What do I do now? I really really wanna talk to her..

Inside My Head

Im gonna take a walk outside, breathe in some fresh air.. And when I come back and if you are still there, it is safe to say that Im in love with you..

Safe To Say

You were on my mind all day, and the next day, and the next, and the next, and the next.. And I think its safe to say that I have fallen for you..

Dispel

Im losing it, im losing control of the situation, im losing control of whats real, im losing control of my feelings, im losing control of myself.. 

Roar!

I know it aint much, but my love is the only thing that I can give to you.. Sorry if its not enough.

Surface

My curiosity is greater than my fear 

For A Fish

The truth will set you free? No! The truth will fucking tear you apart

You Can't Handle The Truth

Despite all these.. I still want to know the truth from her, and I think I know the words that will come out from her mouth.. And its not going to be pretty. Hearts will be broken, tears will be shed.

Vortex

But once I fell, it would be hell for me to get back up again

Limbo

You know my paper heart the one I filled with pencil marks? I think I might have written your name with a pen and erasing it would be very hard..

Games

Can we stop playing this game? Can we stop pretending? I really do want to know how you feel about me.. Im tired of making my own conclusion. Do you feel the same way? Yes or no? And if you dont feel the same way please stop giving me hope..

Rise Above The Hate

Sometimes I wished that you would be unhappy and then you would leave him.. But I know that would be very wrong. So never shall I pray for you to be unhappy. Will always pray for your happiness even if it kills me.

The Lost Mission

To keep you from figuring out how I feel about you, cause Im afraid that we would drift apart if you knew how I truly feel about you..

Alfred

I was right from the very beginning.. You should have listened to me

I told you so..

Grab a Chair

You are giving me nightmares, and I cant stop dreaming about it. 

Why Me?

I am so fucking sick and tired of being the one holding on

Screwed

Well.. I guess theres no turning back for me now is it?

Carnage

Please dont take away my happiness. Dont make me regret moving on..

Just Do It

Well screw gain weight season! I miss working out. Just recovered from my hand injury, need to get my ass back in the game.

Tattoo

I need someone to hold on to..

Gates Of Hell

All hell breaks loose, and the devils are back!

The Fire Rises

She's the girl that I deserve, but not the one that I need right now..

Cerberus

They are coming back..

Reckoning

Now's not the time for fear...that comes later!

Very Soon

"But happiness will come. And trust me, it's worth the wait."

Two Brothers

Shouldnt have tried to move on. Thats what you get when you try to fuck the system. Im not allowed to move on. Were not meant to.

Entertainment

Miss my two babies back home..

Ghost Town

Fucking ghost town..

I Told You So

See! What did I said the other day? I told you, you shouldnt fall for her right? Maybe next time you should listen to me more you stupid piece of cunt! Shes taken, let it go man. Well serve you right idiot! 

Stupid heart.. 

Write Your Future

I don't know how it all started, well actually I don't really know how to start. The dream took place 10 years in the future and the setting took place in a city near the ocean/beach/sea. At that time I was on a business trip, I checked in into a hotel and decided to go sight-seeing around the city. And I went to the mall. As I was walking around the mall, I saw this beautiful lady busy shopping for clothes. I don't know why, but she looks so familiar, I think I've met her somewhere before, and the question is where and when? So I've made up my mind and try to follow her. She was then followed by a young boy, a little girl holding her long skirt and a baby in her arms. I guess those 3 children are her kids. And suddenly it hits me! It's Annie, that girl is Annie! She's Annie! So I went to her and I said, "Annie? Is that you?" As I had guessed, she gave me the who-the-hell-are-you-face. She was still confused of who I am, and I said,"Hey! You don't remember me? It's me! Don't tell me you don't remember me." Then she gave me the I-think-I-know-this-person-from-somewhere-face. A second later, she said,"Danial? Is that you?" Oh thank God she remembers me. And that was how we met after all these years, 10 years to be exact.


It was a bright sunny day, and we went to a Bistro Cafe overlooking the beach, we sat there for a little chat, I mean come on, it has been more than 10 years since we last spoke to each other, I don't think a little chat would do. We sat there for hours talking about our life after high school. We tell stories to each other, laugh till our stomach hurts and stories that brought tears rolling down our cheeks. Memories. That's the word that came to mind. This reminds me of the past that I once had with her, all the joyful and heart-breaking moments. It really reminds me of the past. It really did. "Danial? Danial?? Danial!!" "Huh? What?" Don't tell me I was day dreaming in front of her. "Are you okay?" She said to me. "Owh no, it's nothing. I'm fine really, sorry about that." I replied her. "And where were we just now?" "Owh nothing." I know she wanted to say something but she held back, and great! Now there's an awkward silence between us. Oh damn! I almost forgot about her kids, so I asked her the question "So who's the father?"


 She paused. She didn't say a word. She wanted to, but something is holding her back. I know something wasn't right here, so then I said " I'm sorry, I shouldn't ask such a question. My bad.." She replied "Its okay.." I can feel the pain in her voice. Did I say something wrong? Did something happen to her husband? Bahhh!! I'm thinking too much. She then said something to break the awkward silence, and now we're back telling stories to each other. Its getting late and I got an important meeting tomorrow morning. Offered her a ride back home and she accepts the offer without a second thought. We exchange phone numbers and that's that for today. She said that she wants to do this again tomorrow if possible. I would give her a call if I'm not doing anything. I also would really love to do this again. Went back to the hotel with a big smile on my face. Alright! Off to bed. But because I was too happy of today's incident, I can't sleep, I just can't fell asleep. My mind keeps on playing that wonderful moment I had with her this morning. Well that's just great...

To be continued..

Not Again

I think im falling for her. Damn it, fuck! Come on heart, not again...