2013-01-04

Mask

Well here comes the hardest part; Pretending

Bad Start

Strangers again..

2013-01-01

2013

2013.. Friend or foe?

2012-12-30

Hatred

 I think she hates me now

Overreacting

So this is the end? Please dont be the end..

2012-12-29

Man In Black

I dont know whats worth fighting for anymore..

2012-12-28

Paranoia

So this is how it feels like to fight against a girl? I feel like a douchebag, like a freaking scumbag. Everything is so fucked up! Dont want this to happen again in the future..

Time

Im not expecting you to forgive me right away, but Im really sorry for the things I said. I lost my temper, I spoke out of anger.. I didnt mean those things I said, its just that I was so damn bloody angry. But not of you, I cant never be angry because of you. Im angry of the situation we are in.

Lost My Temper

Why do we have to fight?

2012-12-26

Fade To Black

Miss talking to her

Purpose

Maybe hearts were made to pump blood and nothing more..

Phonetic

Mike Echo Echo Romeo Alpha

Anger

Still mad at me?

2012-12-17

Jack Frost

Welcome back pain, welcome back false hope, welcome back sleepless night, welcome back tears, welcome back sadness, welcome back guys! How have you been? 

Pyro Jack

We are slowly fading away.. 

2012-12-16

Gently

"You need to get an answer from her, bro. Stop assuming! Get that answer by any means necessary, and if she doesnt want to answer the question, DONT FORCE HER! Slowly talk to her. Tell her that you can no longer bear with all the possibilities that is running through your head. Ask her to help you, cause this thing is killing you and your mind wont shut up about it." An advice from me to me.

Godspeed

When I get the chance, im gonna ask her again. 

Badass

How am I supposed to know the answer if you havent told me? Do you want me to guess? Why keep me in the dark? What are you trying to prove girl? Why cant you just tell me the truth? 

2012-12-07

King

Her imperfections what makes her even more perfect.

Red Death

Her chubby cheeks. She hates it, but I like them so very much.

2012-12-01

Leonardo

It hurts so bad, but im pretending it doesnt bother me.. What else can I do?

2012-11-29

2012-11-21

Corrupted Angel

Maybe it doesnt get better, and I have to suffer like this for many years to come?

Life Stealer

I dont know what to say anymore.. Everything is so fucked up at the moment, dont know where to start.. And shes breaking my heart again and it hurts so fucking badly, but I know there is still hope somewhere, just gotta be patience thats all right? But for how long I have to suffer like this before it gets better?

2012-11-14

Dear You

Do people still read this blog? Hahaha.. Well I dont care if you read or dont read this damn blog. I write to express or "meluahkan" my feelings and everything that is trapped inside of me, not for people to read or whatever. Haha

2012-11-13

Thief

So listen close to the heart that you stole. Cant you hear it calling out your name?

Disconnected

Its getting harder and harder with each passing day..

2012-11-12

Nomad

Why do I keep on torturing myself? Cause my heart can take it! I can take it! 

Little Things

..And im in love with you and all your little things

2012-11-09

Little Mermaid

"..and then the little mermaid turned into bubbles and disappeared." I dont quite understand this, but it sounds nice..

The Seer

Will it be worth the wait?

My First Choice

"Find that courage. Tell her man, just tell her!"

Torture

This shit is killing me laa, its tearing me apart.. Result coming out soon, my mood is already down and now you still wanna kill it. Double kill.

2012-11-08

Burning Legion

If shes not meant to be mine, what else can I do? Who am I to fight God?

2012-11-07

Confession

"I like you." It wasnt easy for me to say that to her, but I did. I was damn bloody nervous and my hands were shaking. I was so scared! I want to say it, but at the same time i dont. Whats done is done la, I said it. And now its all her. I did my part.

My Love

Reaching for the love that seems so far

Dark Side

Everybodys got a dark side.. Would you love mine?

Light Saber

Theres only you on my mind

2012-11-06

Heartbeat

My heart will wait for you..

Drunk

She wants me to wait for her doesnt she? 

Guardian Angel

I think she likes me, but shes with someone right now.. Thats why she didnt want to say yes or no? Because its neither? Or maybe its both? Maybe I think too much la

2012-11-05

Autumn

Why am I doing this? Let her go fish.. Shes with someone else, dont be a dick! You know how it feels like when the girl you like left you and go for someone else, you have been there right? So dont do it to other people.. So just stop and thats that! Dont start the conversation, dont do anything that involves her..

2012-11-04

Faith

Gotta have faith and keep the faith

Saber Tooth

Just take a deep breath, everythings gonna be alright. Maybe not now or tomorrow, but one day it will.. Gotta have faith.

She-Devil

Another false hope people, another false hope..

Landing

Im down on my knees again.. Fuck laa