Not This Time

I may have all the reasons to break and fall, but not this time. This time I chose to stay strong. God grant me strength to overcome this hardship.

Zen

I may not show it, but the truth is I still care and always will..

Darling

So thats the guy huh? So thats the special someone? Syamil was it? I'll pray and hope that he will give you everything you ever wanted, everything you need. May you always be happy with him. And I hope he treats you right, but if he doesnt, imma punch him in the face. Like really really hard! Ka-Pow! Hahaha.. So I guess this is it huh? Hope to see you again soon.. Hoping it would be different the next time we meet.

Waxy Monkey

I dont know why there were tears when I read that sentence.

Comfort

"You have the biggest heart iQan." Thanks Kelly. But I dont think thats true. I have a black heart you see, as black as coal.

Leaving You

May happiness be with you always.. And I hope that our paths will cross again in the future, and maybe this time it would be different.

Clown King

In the darkest and blackest of pit. Im in hell again..

War

I've been fighting with my heart to let you go. Its a war I know I cannot win..

A-Okay

Now everything seems to be falling apart. And I do not know what to do to make it better.

Emily

I cant never get a straight answer from her, she will always try to avoid it, or give me a reason but never an answer. I really do not understand why..

Truth Hurts

She told me the truth.

Myself For You

But if she doesnt come, you know where you stand lah..

Architecture

"If you finally give up and stop chasing, they will come to you." Its a risk I have to take.

Pure Bliss

Im staying away from you because I do not wish to hurt you like the last time. I cant forgive myself

Section 3

Eventually, everything goes away..

Devils' Choice

Its a risk Im willing to take.. Well actually, its a risk I have to take. She left me no choice.

Bleeding Heart

Because once upon a time, I loved her the most.. 

Ink Heart

I talked to other girls, chatted with them, had conversations. I was just trying to forget you, I know I cant have you.. I know that now. I wished I could have those conversations with you, it would definitely put a smile on my face. Definitely! But for now let me frown, cause I dont have the will to smile.

Foe

A very very very bad start for this year.. But its too soon to say this is a bad year for me

Journey

I miss her. I know I've said this many times before, but this time its different. I really really miss her so much. I feel like I've lost something very precious to me. Not talking to her kills me, not looking at her face kills me even more. I feel so empty inside.. I guess it is safe to say that we are fading away huh? We are becoming strangers. I wish I could redo everything..

Hybrid

I knew you were trouble when you walked in, but I got a stubborn heart. So no matter how hard I try not to, the harder it gets. Stupid heart..

Lost Hope

Had so much hope last year.. But it was all for naught

Lady Marmalade

But I know you wont say a single fuck

Aching

Waiting for you to say something..

Hollow Bastion

Tried to hold back my tears.. But I couldnt.. 

Mask

Well here comes the hardest part; Pretending

Bad Start

Strangers again..

2013

2013.. Friend or foe?

Hatred

 I think she hates me now

Overreacting

So this is the end? Please dont be the end..

Man In Black

I dont know whats worth fighting for anymore..

Paranoia

So this is how it feels like to fight against a girl? I feel like a douchebag, like a freaking scumbag. Everything is so fucked up! Dont want this to happen again in the future..

Time

Im not expecting you to forgive me right away, but Im really sorry for the things I said. I lost my temper, I spoke out of anger.. I didnt mean those things I said, its just that I was so damn bloody angry. But not of you, I cant never be angry because of you. Im angry of the situation we are in.

Lost My Temper

Why do we have to fight?

Fade To Black

Miss talking to her

Purpose

Maybe hearts were made to pump blood and nothing more..

Phonetic

Mike Echo Echo Romeo Alpha

Anger

Still mad at me?

Jack Frost

Welcome back pain, welcome back false hope, welcome back sleepless night, welcome back tears, welcome back sadness, welcome back guys! How have you been? 

Pyro Jack

We are slowly fading away.. 

Gently

"You need to get an answer from her, bro. Stop assuming! Get that answer by any means necessary, and if she doesnt want to answer the question, DONT FORCE HER! Slowly talk to her. Tell her that you can no longer bear with all the possibilities that is running through your head. Ask her to help you, cause this thing is killing you and your mind wont shut up about it." An advice from me to me.

Godspeed

When I get the chance, im gonna ask her again. 

Badass

How am I supposed to know the answer if you havent told me? Do you want me to guess? Why keep me in the dark? What are you trying to prove girl? Why cant you just tell me the truth? 

King

Her imperfections what makes her even more perfect.

Red Death

Her chubby cheeks. She hates it, but I like them so very much.

Leonardo

It hurts so bad, but im pretending it doesnt bother me.. What else can I do?