Can a million word brings you back?
2015-04-19
2015-04-18
2015-04-17
Dream Speech
I have made you a promise to take care of you, to always be loyal to you, to love you and only you forever, to wait for you at the gates of heaven. I swore to do all those things, I swore to you.. And to God himself. I have sworn to do all those things to you.. He is my witness. I made a promise to God, and now I'm afraid I might break that promise, I might not be able to fulfill that promise.. I want to keep that promise but the situation I'm in seems to deem otherwise, I am forced to break it.. But worry not love, I will hold on to it as long as I can.. When have I not..
2015-04-16
Titan Forge
Why I write things here instead of saying it to her, I should have just say it to her.. Tell her everything that I will do for her. Action speaks louder than words, I don't want her to know because I want to surprise her.. "I can take you to the stars." Everyone can say that. I want to prove it to her, I want her to see the things I would do for her.. I would go to any length to protect her, to take care of her. I would probably kill someone for her.. Well maybe..
Star
"Saya tutup hati daripada memandang perempuan lain selain tunang saya.."
I think my choice is the best for me, there's a reason why I chose you and not someone else. Even though there are some girls who I know are interested in me, I can see the way they look at me or even talk to me.. I can see it. But I know my limits, I'm already engaged.. So there is no need for me to "layan" them more than I should. I know who my heart wants, and he wants you girl..
2015-04-15
Mistress
Please stop doing this to me.. Stop hurting me. It hurts so much, please I beg of you.. Please stop! I can feel my whole body tearing itself apart.. Please stop torturing me..
2015-04-14
2015-04-13
Country
How is she? Is she well? Is she safe? I want to know.. Somebody please tell me. I want to know everything, everything about her. Every details.. Please.. Tell me..
Sweet Dreams
I don't know why I love her more when she is sick, when she is having a fever, flu or on her period.. I love her more when she is in that state. I love it when she is weak, when she is vulnerable.. I would stay up all night long to watch over her, make breakfast, feed her, carry her when she doesn't have the strength, I would do anything for her..
2015-04-12
Dead Prophet
I still believed that you haven't left or betrayed me, I know you will come back any day now.. I can wait Sayang.. I have always waited for you.
2015-04-11
Honey, I'm Home
Coming home from work and to see your face welcoming me it's my life's goal. It would surely give me peace..
2015-04-10
Survive The Night
You are the only one I think about before I close my eyes.. You are in my mind, heart and soul. I will dream about you love, I always do. I could see you in my future.. You will be the one I share my bed with.. You will be the one I share my food with..You will be the one that will support and motivate me.. You will be the one I fight with.. You will be the one I make love with..You will be the mother of my child.. And you will be my true meaning of happiness.
I'm Here For You
It has been a while since we talk to each other.. Every day I forced myself not to text you. I know you still fucking hate me.. But I hope your hatred towards me is gone. I want to know how was your day, I want to wish you good morning, goodnight, I want you to have a good night sleep and have the sweetest dreams.. I want to say I love you and I miss you. I want to say all the things left unsaid.. I miss you love.. I really do. I wish I could turn back time and make things right again.. Say you miss me too love, just say something to me.. I'm dying here..
2015-04-09
2015-04-08
2015-04-07
2015-04-06
Ombak Rindu
I'll say it again, the pain that you cause,
It effects me through and through,
And yet still I come running when you say my name,
for I loved you more than you knew..
2015-04-05
Everlasting
Even if your beauty fades with age, but know this.. You will always be beautiful to me. I have told you this a thousand times. I'm not in love with only your beauty, I'm in love with you.. Everything of you. I'm in love with your hair, I'm in love with your eyes, I'm in love with your chubby cheeks, I'm in love with your flat nose, I'm in love with your lips when you are sulking, I'm in love with your ticklish neck, I'm in love with the size of your body, I couldn't care less that you are a little bit chubby. I'm in love with your fingers when it holds mine, I'm in love with your birthmark, I'm in love with your thigh, I'm in love with your feet.. and I'm also in love with your smile, I'm in love with your laughter, I'm in love with the way you dance in the car, I'm in love with your care-free attitude whenever you're with me, you can burp without feeling ashamed because you know I am perfectly comfortable with you. I'm in love with the touch of your hand, I'm in love with your hugs and kisses, I'm in love with the many faces you give me, I'm in love with the way you walk. I'm in love with your stubbornness, even though it drives me crazy sometimes, I'm in love with your voice, though sometimes it's annoying when you complain a lot.. But it gives me peace when I think about it at night before I go to sleep, I'm in love with the way you take your selfies. You know I hate taking selfies, but looking at you doing it makes me happy inside. I don't have the heart to delete any of it.. My phone's memory is almost full, full of your selfies and I don't have it in me to delete it. Not even one.. Every single one is precious to me. I have so much more to say but I have to stop for now, before I breakdown again..
Little Florist
My love for you is greater than my hate. You're the only girl I could never hate.. I will continue to pray for you, I will always pray for you dear.. Your health, your wealth, your happiness, your safety and much more. Even you have put me through a lot of pain, I don't want to hate you.. I want to love you, I want to take care of you even if only from the side line.. and I hope one day you will see through it all. I will always be here for you love.. Always..
2015-04-04
2015-04-02
Unto Me
Dear God, please keep her safe, protect her.. Keep her away from harm. If you must, cast it unto me. I will gladly sacrifice my body and soul for her. Dear God, grant her true happiness wherever she goes, free her from sorrow. Take away my happiness and give it to her, because I will gladly sacrifice my life to see her smile always. Dear God, make her wishes come true and make her wildest dreams become a reality. My only wish is to see her smile, to see her happy, to see her dance in the rain. Dear God, forgive her.. Forgive all of her sins. Bless her life.. Place her soul among the stars. She is indeed an angel, a beautiful beautiful angel..
Garden Knight
I will take you to Langkawi, I will take you to Cameron Highland, I will take you to Sabah/Sarawak for our honeymoon. I will take you to eat your favourite food whenever you want it, I will take you to watch your favourite movies. I will take you to places that you will love to go. I will take you shopping if you are feeling stressed or if I feel like it, I will pampered you with purse, handbags, clothes, perfumes, jewelry and so much more. If you are having your period, I will sit beside you while reciting the Quran, just to make you feel less painful. I will be the one to lead you in our solat. I will be your trainer, keeping you fit and healthy. I will be the one to hear all your complaints through out the day. If you are pregnant, I will be the one to take care of you.. I will cook for you (You have to guide me on this love..) I will even feed you, I will help do the dishes, I will clean the house, wash our clothes, I will help you wash yourself, I will take care of you love.. I will tuck you in every night. I will treat you like a child, after all you will always be my little princess..
..And I will do so much more for you Sayang..
If we ever get married..
2015-03-28
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2013-07-18
2013-06-19
Better Man
I know I shouldn't be doing this, it is not the right thing to do.. But I know I can treat her better.
2013-06-08
2013-06-02
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