Stubborn Just Like You

I've got a stubborn heart for you, just for you. Nothing I say will change his mind.. He really really loves you my dear. And so am I. Guess where he gets the stubbornness from? Hehe

Mint

I want to love you without feeling like its a wrong thing to do. I want to love you again without that feeling. I want to love you.. I want to. Berdosakah aku mencintaimu? Berdosakah aku meyayangimu?

Better Start

He looks like a guy with money.. Maybe that's good. I can't always give you things you wanted, I tried to save some money to get the things you want.. But it will take a while. Maybe he can give everything that you have always wanted, maybe he can provide you with everything.. He can get you into a private hospital without any trouble. It would be easy for you to get a female doctor when you are in labour.. I can't afford to give you those.. I'm sorry dear, if only I had more money to give you everything.. 

Raining

The sky cries with me today..

Loki

The way he holds your hand.. It reminds me about us, the way we used to be. The way you looked at him.. It reminds me how you used to look at me, I used to be your everything. You always loved to look at me when I'm driving. I looked so focused, and you really like that right love?

 I hope you are happy sayang.. I really do..

Spoken Words

I want to talk to you dear.. I just want to talk to you, and not fight this time. Even if we have to talk as friends, I wouldn't mind.. I need to talk to you. I miss you so much.. I feel so empty.. I need to hear your voice again.. I miss your voice so much.. I need to hear it again. I know I'm asking too much of you, and I know it will never happen. You belong to someone else now.. Your voice must be his favourite melody, your voice must be his sweetest sound in the world. It must be wonderful to be him right now.. He can hear his favourite melody from the moment he wakes up to the moment he sleeps.. I envy him sayang..

Liquid Sword

Thank you dear for listening to me when I asked you to change your profile picture because your arm was visible. You know I don't like it when people can see your aurat. Thank you for listening to me.. I told you I would take care of you no matter what, but under this circumstances.. Its the least I could do. I wished I could do more to help, I wished I could be there beside you, I wished I could be the one that takes care of you. But I'm in no position to do so.. I will try to take care of you from the sidelines. That's what I do best no? Loving you from afar, loving you from a distance. I will always be here for you if you need anything sayang..

White Roses

I hurt my mom.. Mom really really likes her. Sorry ma I couldn't make her stay, I tried.. I really did.

Distance

"..and he was still madly deeply in love with her." 

Cortisol

Don't lose hope Dan.. Please don't.

Professor

I know how you feel professor.. I know exactly how you feel..

Enter Spring

We.... Didn't make it..

Winchester

"I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited..

But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it..

I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded..

that for me it isn't over."

Hope

I hope one day we could meet again, I hope I will get that chance to see you again in the future.. And maybe this time you could stay a bit longer.. And maybe forever.. InsyaAllah Aamiin..

Hurt

Your wish came true today dear.. You looked like a princess, you looked so beautiful sayang. I could never afford such a wedding.. It was so grand. I'm sorry I don't have enough money to give you anything like that. You looked so so so beautiful, I can't stop looking at you.. But you are much more beautiful masa bangun tidur. Hehe

Vow

Remember that one time when you asked me if something happen to you like in the movie "The Vow", would I do exactly like Channing Tatum when he lost his wife? Would I fight for you back? Would I go through all those pain to get you back? You probably know the answer to that don't you?

Darth

Ya Allah.. Allow me to keep her in my heart and my prayers always. Aamiin..

Worst

Do you remember what you said to me on this day last year? You said that you may have feelings for someone else, that you may have fallen for someone new.. Do you remember that? Do you remember how painful it is to me? You said all of that on my birthday.. Well happy birthday to me..

Standing Still

There's someone else in her heart again..

Spoilt

Her parents must think that I'm probably a stupid and desperate little boy because I'm still trying to win their daughter back after all this time.. Always coming back to their house to give her letters/gifts and hopefully to catch a glimpse of her. Well they are not wrong.. I am stupid and truly desperate to have her back. Congratulations little fish, you are a fucking moron. Good job!

Black Dress

Maybe she threw the dress away. She must have hated it so much.. Because it was from me, the dress was from me. But I really really want to see her wearing it.. Maybe one day I will get to see it..

Jabal Rahmah

Here, on this hill. I whispered your name over and over again.. I prayed to God for you. Asking for another chance to be with you, another chance to make you smile, another chance to take care of you, another chance to wipe the tears off your face, another chance to give her my everything, and another chance to be the one for her. I want her back.. I want to love her again.. I know I'm asking a bit too much, but please.. Can I have her back God?

Wolven Storm

"The wish I whispered, when it all began. Did it forge a love you might never have found?"

Black Heart

I'm not the man I thought I was.. I thought I was her knight in shining armour. Maybe I'm the villain in this story.. Maybe I'm the dragon.. The one that cause her so much pain and suffering.. And maybe that guy is the knight that came to save her..

Lilac Sweet

Mom really like you.. She really really like you. Guess that's why she doesn't mind spending that much on you.. I want to get married to you not just for me. But for my mom as well.. She always wanted someone who knows how to cook, good with children, and someone who knows how to do the chores.. And you have all of that. You could help take care of my mother when I'm not around. Help her with all the housework. I'm sorry ma.. I'm sorry I couldn't make her stay..

Subversive

What's the point of loving her so much and the only thing she felt was pain and suffering. What's the point of being faithful and it only makes her wanna leave even more. It wasn't her fault that she chose to leave, the fault is all mine. My actions force her to leave..

Solitude

Maybe I don't deserve this happiness..

Infestation

Looking back at our memories together, all our pictures together used to put a smile on my face. Now I can't look at it without feeling regrets and despair. I wished I could go back and fix everything, undo all the bad things I've done to you, give you all my attention, treat you with respect, and never force you to do anything. I'm sorry Sayang I hurt you.. I'm sorry I gave you so much pain.. I'm sorry for making you wanna leave.. I did this to myself. Maybe I deserve this.. And maybe you don't deserve me, because you deserve better.. So much better. I'm sorry I treated you like this.. I'm sorry I stop treating you like a princess..

Nest

Every time she post stuff about going out with the new guy it kills me on the inside. It used to be me. I wished it was still me. I miss going out with her.. I miss discovering new places with her.. I miss it so much love.. 

Echo

I hoped I would get the chance to see your face again for the very last time.. Hopefully it won't be the last time though. But asking for that seems too much, and I have been asking a lot lately.. I'm sorry God.. 

Holy Land

I will be here next month, and I hope I will stay here forever.. It would be easier for her. No one is going to disturb her anymore.

Radiation

Maybe that day will never come..

Savings

I have this little tabung where I keep most of my money.. Well at first it doesn't have any writings on it. This tabung doesn't have any purpose back then.. I just keep most of my coins in here. It was you who gave this little guy a purpose. Every little dreams that you desired, every little things you want and need. I want to fulfill all those things.. You said you wanted to go to Langkawi, Cameron Highlands, Sabah/Sarawak, Korea. I'm saving some money to give you what you want. You said you wanted a female doctor when you are giving birth, so I'm saving some money so that I can afford to take you to a private hospital.. You want this, you want that, and I'll put even more money in it. I know it is not much, I can only put some change in here. But there are times where I put most of my money in here. There are times I sacrifice my lunch money so I would have more to save. I don't eat, I don't hang out with friends. I'm doing this so that I would have more to give to you, to fulfill everything that you have always wanted.. Everything is for you love.. I'm doing this all for you and not for myself. The only thing I would be getting from this is that beautiful smile of yours.. I should have told you about it, I should have told you all about my plans for us.. I really should have..

Aeon

Can I have her back? Can I have my little princess back God.. Please..

Deeds

I hope that one day God will tell or show how much I love you, how much I care about you..

Between Us

If he knew what have we done together, will he still want you? 

Foster

I wished you the best of all this world could give, all the happiness the world could give. But sometimes I wished that all you found was heartbreaks and sadness.. And you will come back to me one day.. 

Xel'Naga

If you see her, could you tell her that I miss her so much? Could you tell her that I love her? Could you tell her that I'm still waiting for her? Could you tell her that I'm thinking about her every second of every day? Please just tell her something.. I miss her so..

Overload

Maybe she has forgotten me..

Princess's Birthday

I waited the whole night for you to say something.. For you to say anything.. A simple thank you would suffice.. I guess you didn't like the gift I gave to you. I'm sorry..

Thank You

Give me death..

Bird House

Today supposed to be our second anniversary..

Monologue

She was mine..

Knife Me

Maybe I'm not meant to be happy.. Maybe I'm gonna spend the rest of my life alone

Gonzo

I can't sleep, I can't eat, I can't think

Heavenly

It is nice to finally get to see her face again.. It has been too long. I miss her so much.. I wish time would just stop, so I could just stare at her beauty. I miss her, I miss her so much.. God I miss her.. I need to see her again.. I just miss her too much.