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2011-06-28

Reminder

A picture of you just to remind me of how fucking stupid love is...

2011-06-27

"I'm Fine"
It's all I can say.
To keep them away.
Because telling them won't help.
Because they don't and will never understand.
And explanations won't do.
So I say those two words.
Just to keep them satisfied.

When The Lights Die

If I don't stop, I would just keep on waiting

Feel

I know you don't see me, you don't feel me, but keep your eyes wide open...

2011-06-13

No Matter What

I do this, I do that, I do more of this and I do more of that, but no matter what I do, I still think of you...

2011-06-10

No Idea

I don't know what to write anymore...

2011-05-21

Expectations

Shit happens every single day, and it is up to you whether you choose to break and fall, or to stand and stay strong

2011-05-20

Distance

I'm miles from where you are right now...and I kinda miss you

Away From Here

Looks like I'll be going north, but I'll be back with a medal and some bullets in ma ass

2011-05-19

Future

Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane, I don't know when I'll be back again...

2011-05-16

Away

My decision is final! I'm going to leave this place, I'm going to leave all this shits behind, and I hope I won't come back anytime soon

2011-05-14

Bowl

I think I saw you the other day, I just hope that is not you...Maybe my heart is just playing tricks on me

2011-05-12

So Close But Yet So Far

I was so close to see her again. Thank God I didn't! My heart was beating so fast at that time, and my mind can't stop thinking about her...

Perfecto

Yes you are!

Soldier On

I wanna be a soldier, I wanna serve my country, I wanna protect my family and friends, I wanna die a hero.

Well, the truth is I just wanna run away from everything

2011-05-10

Almost

A part of me was dying to see you again, well fuck that part!! Thank god I didnt see you just now, cause things will get harder than ever

2011-05-05

Rebellion

I'm rebellious when I'm restricted

Slow Burning

I always bring myself down, cause I'm afraid of being happy. Bad things happen when you're all happy and stuff

2011-04-30

Gratitude

Gain some new experience

2011-04-28

Heart And Soul

I'm dying in the inside,

But I'll still smile,
I'll still laugh,
I'll survive this,
Just don't look into my eyes...

Angels

There are those who are lost angels
And they've forgotten how to spread their wings

And dance in the clouds

Demons

There are those who are real demons
Who were stripped from their memories and wander the earth
Always searching for broken dreams

B-Quartet

Forever and always

Shoebox

Oh please make miracles

2011-04-26

Just Like You

Dear self, stop having that fucking fake smile plastered on your face.

2011-04-25

Worst

Trying to put it back together, but don't know how...

2011-04-23

Snapshots Of My Dream

I'm just not worth that second chance,
But he's worth another shot at love,
And the love I have for you is not,
His love is just better.

READ

Why must he be me?

Justin Bieber - That Should Be Me

Fragment

All of my emotions become a work of art

2011-04-21

Under 18

Maybe I should post more happy stuff instead of these emo shits...hahaha, fuck that! I post whatever I want laa!

2011-04-20

Paper In The Sun

Never forgive if you are not ready to forget? Hrmmm...

Disappearance

Even if all your wishes come true; Please don't forget about me

2011-04-19

Fuck Off

Arghhh! Just get the fuck out of my mind laa

2011-04-18

Anubis

I put on my mask
I fake a smile
Pray you won't see
The things I hide
The sorrow within my soul
I won't let you see the pain
I can laugh and pretend
And you may think I'm fine
But I will never be OK.

2011-04-17

You Will

I will leave,
You will cry,
As you wonder why I said goodbye.

I will be fine,
You will be hurt,
Wiping the tears away with your shirt.

I will move on,
You'll stay in place,
With all of those tears streaming down your face.

I will be happy,
You will be sad,
Thinking about what it was we had.

I will never look back,
You will linger behind,
Looking at the world through eyes that are blind.

I will live in the present,
You will live in the past,
Forever wondering why we didn't last.

I'm always the "You" in this poem, never the "I"

How I Met Your Mother

The story "How I met your mother" may not be a true story, but it has taught me many things about love and life, especially the part where Ted Mosby saw Stella with that guy who-I-forgot-his-name, and that part he said "Sometimes you just have to walk away" and yeah, maybe I should just have walked away, she looked so happy with him, well after all I just want her to be happy. I should have done that, her happiness is all that matters...