2015-07-27

Something About This Rain

You brought me out of this hell just to put me back in there..

2015-07-11

Winterhold

Maybe if I pray hard enough, then she will come back..

2015-07-06

Lord Of Pain

She's worth the wait..

2015-06-30

Roses

I know I can treat you better, please give me another chance dear.. Please believe me..

Harbinger

I want to see you.. I need to see your face again. It has been too long.. I need to see you love.. I miss you so much. I need to see your smile again..

2015-06-26

Salvador

Mom really like her.. It would break my mom's heart if we didn't make it, it's gonna break my heart as well. She is already like a daughter to her.. I hope all of this is just a test for me.

2015-06-23

Never Coming Home

I'm running out of words to say to her.. What should I say to convince her? What should I do to make her stay? I just don't know what else to do now.. I tried so hard to convince her to stay, but she wouldn't listen to me.. But please believe in my words love.. Please have faith in me. I spoke the truth, every word. There are not just empty words.. What I said to you, I meant it. Please trust me love.. Please..

2015-06-22

Ano

People said that I'm getting skinny, I'm losing weight. I guess its happening again.. I have lost my appetite. Feel like throwing up most of the time.. God I hate this. I thought I will never feel like this anymore

2015-06-15

Ne Me Quitte Pas

It hurts so much..

2015-06-14

Packed Snow

There is so many things I wanna do together with you. I really want to learn to cook with you.. I would probably get scold a lot by you.. Hehe. But I really wanna it though. Making kuih raya, any kind of desserts, or experimenting new recipes.. I know you like to clean the house, it is like a hobby to you.. So I want to do that with you too. We could clean the house together, and I can finally have someone to help me wash my car.. It is easier to wash when you have someone. I would do all the heavy stuff and you can do the easy stuff.. I'll sweep the floor, hang our clothes, wash the dishes. But I want to fold our clothes together.. You fold mine, I fold yours. We can see who can finish first. Gardening wouldn't be a bad thing to do together.. Hiking, cycling and more of those outdoor activities. Kinda miss our little badminton session we used to have.. Watching movies together.. Going for a trip together.. Do everything together with you.. Or just do nothing together.. I wish I could have more time with you..

Stalker

She taught me how beautiful love can be, and also how painful it can be..

2015-06-12

Quinn

I guess this year's Raya I won't be celebrating with you.. You have someone new to celebrate with. 

2015-06-11

The One-Eyed Man

I want to be the one who would save her from Dajjal 

2015-06-10

Token

God I hope it is still not too late..

Freya

Terima kasih cinta..

2015-06-09

Late Night Conversation

I can't stop talking to God about you, everything about you.. I like talking to Him about you. The way you talk, the way you walk, what you like to eat, the faces you give when you are angry, sad or happy.. And the list goes on and on. He probably already knew everything about you, but I just want to thanked Him for making you who you are.. You are His most beautiful creation.

Severus Snape

No matter what happens in the future, I will always love you.. Even if we were never meant to be together, I will always love you.. You will always be in my heart love. I promised to love you till the day I die. I promised to never ever give up on you, I swear that I will never forget the love that we shared. I will always keep all those memories close to my heart, no matter how painful it can be. I don't want to forget about us, and I hope you won't forget about me too.. I will always pray for your happiness even if you were to marry someone else, its the least I could do.. I promised to you love, I will never stop praying for you.. I promised to love you even if we were never meant to be. Always sayang, always..

"Love is not about possession, love is about appreciation.."

2015-06-08

If Only You Knew

If only you knew how sincere I am in loving you.. I want to be with you no matter what. I want to be by your side during both the good and the bad time. I love you not because of my desire, I love you not because of your beauty, I love you not because of the promised wealth.. But I love you because of God. I want to be the one to guide you, to take care of you, to be responsible for every action you make, to love you with all my heart. If only you knew how much I will sacrifice just to make you smile..

2015-06-07

Juggernaut

Please don't be in love with someone else.. Please Sayang.. 

Mess

My life is a mess right now..

2015-05-23

Samus

I'm beginning to lose the joy of life, everything looks dark and pathetic. I just can't see the light anymore.. This place looks familiar though, maybe I have been here before.. I hate this place.

2015-05-22

Rogue Knight

I have betrayed the trust of my princess. I have broke her heart.. And I even broke my own heart in the process. 

2015-05-21

Darth Revan

"Why do you always forget that I'm here for you. You can't run away from me.. I'm always here for you.."

2015-05-20

Cursed Forest

Maybe I'm just not good enough for her

2015-05-19

Mortal Rage

I hope she misses me too..

Wishful Thinking

"Tuhan ku, tolong buka mata hatinya.."

Hyperion Team

Please don't be in love with someone else, please don't have someone waiting for you, please don't ever leave me again. 

I Am Fire

I hope she keeps reading the letters I wrote for her, I hope she cherish all of them. It wasn't easy for me to write them all, it wasn't easy for me to express my feelings in mere words.. But there's still things I can't express them in words. I need to see her,  I need the talk. I need her to know. I need the chance to tell her everything in person.. The things I should have said, the things I shouldn't have said, the things I should have done, the things I shouldn't have done, the things I'm going to do for her, the things that I have done for her.. I hope I get the chance. I hope she reads this.. I just want you to know that I love you with all my heart, I swear to God. For God's sake I love you Sayang.. I really do. Please hear me out love.. Please..












"Cross my heart and hope to die.."

2015-05-06

New Japan

I'm gonna lay low for a while.

2015-05-01

Sleeping Field

I feel so heavy.. I don't have the will to do anything anymore. I can't focus on my studies, I can't do shit. My heart is just not in it.. I have always known that I'm going to be a failure. Maybe I was right all along.. Too fucking stupid to do anything. A disappointment to my mother, probably the biggest disappointment to her. 

2015-04-24

Fire Clouds

I want to show you off to the world sometimes, To show to the world how beautiful you are, but I'm afraid. I'm afraid that I will lose you.. Still I want to show you off to the world, I wanted to wait until we are married. Hope everything goes according to plan..

Broken Circles

Damn.. Its good to hear her voice again. Even though it was just a video

Old Age

I wish we could grow old together.. I want us to grow old together.

2015-04-23

Ride The Lightning

You said you needed some time to think about us, you said you want to be left alone. Have I not given you enough time, have I not given you enough? Or were you trying to have me replaced during my absences.. Since I can't show that I cared and loved you, wouldn't it be easier to have me replaced than to fix me. So which one is it? Tell me the truth this time love.. 

Passing Dragons

Forgive me God for always thinking about her in my solat.. I know my solat is between You and me, but I can't help it. Only You know how much I love her, and I'm sorry for always thinking about her in my solat.. Forgive me God. 

2015-04-22

Swamp

I can't go on like this.. I can't pretend that I don't care anymore.

Tzar

I don't give up. I fight for love even though I know I will lose, but still I rise and fight for it. I'll get back on my feet to fight another day. I endure the pain, I stand my ground and I hold on to hope. For it is the only thing I have left.. Without hope I would be truly lost.

Eva Unit

Please don't be in love with someone else.. Wait for me love.. I'm still your fiance. 

2015-04-21

Tatooine

The only thing I can promise you is loyalty..

Walled

I guess it is easier to get a new one rather than fixing the old one. I live in the generation where the broken ones are thrown away, replaced rather than try to fix it, to make it better, to make it work again. You do that to your car, phones, devices but not to human beings. We are not so valuable anymore. We can be replaced.. I guess your mother can be replaced as well huh? Why bother fixing it when you can get a better one right?

Imperial Fist

I always want to know how your day was. I care so much about you.. And I will always will. Just sometimes I get too caught up with my work that I forgot to ask you. Assignments never seems to end, they just keep on coming. Sometimes I don't have enough space to breathe.. I just want you to know love that I care about you, I always do.. Today, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, the day after that, and the day after that till the day God takes my life away.. I would still probably care about you then, maybe in death I still care.

By My Side

When she can't pray, I want her to sit beside me when I pray. When she can't recite the Quran, I want her to sit beside me and listen to me reciting the Quran. I want to be with her in this world and the next.. I want her near me wherever I go. Come back to me love..

2015-04-20

Live Long and Prosper

I wonder what do you do everyday, who do you talk to every night.. Someone new? What did you have for lunch and with whom you went with.. Alone or with someone new? Who do you think about before you go to sleep.. Me or someone new? Wish I was the one you talk to every night, you had lunch with and the very last person running through your mind before those pretty little eyes shuts.. 

Memoir

My princess..

Screaming Jester

Never felt so lonely like this before.. Gotta say this might be the loneliest night ever. I'm afraid to say something to her, I'm afraid of being ignored again. Is she still mad at me? Will I make it even worse if I say something to her right now.. I want to say something, but I am just too afraid..

Jousting

Did she read my letter? Or threw it away?