Strangers

When I saw you today, it brings back all the pain from yesterday. I feel like crying, but I held back my tears, I force myself not to cry, I tell myself not this time, not now, but in the end I cried even harder. When I saw your smile today, it really really hurts me in the inside, and I don't know why, shouldn't I be happy when I see you smile? When I saw your face today, my heart jumped like a mad dog, my heart missed you so much, it wants to talk to you, it wants to hold you close like I used to, but I can't! Me and you are strangers now, we are no longer friends, we are nothing to each other, well to me you're still something, still my everything...