Agni

One of my friend said to me that out of all his friends, he said that I'm his one friend that Allah truly test me. Allah betul-betul uji me, test my iman. He would have given up life if he was in my position. I was strong enough he said.. When I'm happy I would pray, I would still go to the mosque every now and then, I still do all my obligations. When I'm sad, I would pray even more, day and night. I would go to the mosque and sometimes tak balik2. He said that I never forget God wheather I'm happy or sad.. Allah must have really love me if He uji me seberat-berat ni even if I never forget him. I must be special in God's eyes.. Because He only test those he love. Thank you friend.. I wish all the things you said was true. But I know myself, maybe God did this because He hates me.. Because I feel so empty, I feel so lonely. My days were dull, My nights were silence. I wished I could see your plan for me.. I wished I could trust You have better plans for me..