Ashes

After I found out that your father has diabetes, and your family ada history with diabetes.. I cut down my sugar intake. When I eat, I only drink plain water.. I need to take care of my kidney. I was worried that one day you might have diabetes as well, Nauzubillahminzalik.. The way you eat worries me. I know you love food.. But you need to really take care of your own health.. I wish I could still be the one that take cares of you. You wanted me to be your trainer, nutritionist, the one that take cares of you. The one that helps you workout, the one that watch what you eat.. Hmmm.. So if you ever need a replacement for your kidney, I would be glad to give you mine.. If it is suitable of course. I hope it is.. So please dear.. Jaga diri, jaga makan, exercise frequently. Jaga your health tu.. I can't be there to marah you kalau tak jaga diri. You know kan I'm super protective when it comes to you? Semua benda I want to jaga.. I'm glad that when we were to together, I didn't allow you to eat maggi at all. Thank you for listening dear, I hope you stopped. That's why your hair is like that I think.. So no more maggi okay? Continue to not eat maggi even if I'm not around. I really really really want to take care of you my dear.. Maybe he will do a better job than me..