Branch Of Yore

Remember that one time we went to Alor Setar? The time where my newly bought shoes got stolen? Remember that one? I think it was during Maghrib, dah iqamat dah masa tu.. So I was rushing nak join imam sekali, silap tak tukar selipar dulu. After solat, my shoes were nowhere in sight.. Annnddd that could only meant one thing. So balik la dekat kereta.. Sampai2 dekat kereta, ada la makcik tu start membebel. Org lain yang hilang kasut, org lain yang panas. Hahaha.. Then you asked me why I was so calm, tak marah pun, tak bengang pun. Then I said something like..

"Biarlah hilang kasut tu, biarlah hilang kereta ni ke, hilang rumah ke, biarlah hilang everything that I have, as long as I have you I have more than enough."

I swear that time you fell for me even harder.. Haha. I meant every word of it. I have no love for benda macam tu, material stuff. RM300 shoes burn macam tu je. I have lost my favourite basikal. I have lost a RM4000 laptop, baru beli jugak. Our mini ferrari tu dah berapa kali kena langgar, calar sana sini. Selipar pergi masjid tu tak payah cakap laa, dah berapa ratus kali hilang. And I didnt even get mad pun bila hilang, maybe I was a little bit sad because of the sentimental value it carries. Then I said to you, I will get angry, I will marah2, mengamuk semua, or maybe jadi gila if I lost you. Which is true I guess.. I'm already half mad, dah separuh gila, dah nak separuh mati. Kalau takde agama ni rasanya dah lama dah bunuh diri.. Haha. So thank you God for keeping me sane. If only I was that calm when I lost her, I was that relax the day I lost her. If only my heart was strong enough, If only hati ni boleh redha seredha-redhanya.. My heart is stubborn just like his stubborn princess. Dua2 sama je degilnya..