Lone

Everything is falling apart again.. I hope I can save them as well. I hope I can.. But I need to save myself too. But I don't want to see them apart.. I wish she was here to save me. I need someone to save me as well. I don't want to be selfish, I don't want to lose my family again.. I have lost so much. Please give me the strength to save my family and myself. I wished she was here with me.. I need you to come back.. I can't do this on my own. But I need to save them first before I save myself.. I don't want to lose anyone anymore. How am I supposed to save them if I can't save myself?