Dreadnought

I want to feel safe again.. I want to feel safe in your arms again. I miss the warmth feelings you gave to me. I know I can handle the world with you next to me.. I can take whatever the world throws at me. I feel like I could conquer life itself.. But now I can't even sleep at night. I'll get exhausted easily. The lies I told myself every single day just to give myself some hope, like a bit of joy, something to look forward to. The lies I told myself so that I could survive another day without breaking apart. The lies I told my heart that one day you will return. That lie is what keeps me sane these days..