"To be apart from a part of you.."
2016-10-31
2016-10-30
2016-10-19
2016-10-17
Addictum
I gave you something for your birthday. It would be waiting for you at home.. Well if your mother doesn't throw it away that is. It is something I know you would like. Remember that one night I came to your house, you gave me this thing from your balcony and that thing hit my face. Can you remember love?
2016-10-16
Mass Recall
The bad dreams makes you never want to sleep again and the good ones makes you want to keep on dreaming and never wanting to wake up.
2016-10-14
Soul Journey
"Take a man's life and that's it, he's gone.. But if you take his soul, you get to watch him die every single day."
Made Of Steel
Prayed for death so much that God decided to give me nightmares every time I sleep so I can die every single day. Well at the very least I got what I asked for.
2016-10-13
2016-10-08
2016-10-07
Altruism
"They will point out every single one of your mistakes when they have someone else."
I guess that's true.. Because that's what happened to me. She blamed me for everything. The pain that I felt is my own damn fault. There's no one to blame but me. I did this to myself. She didn't know that I tried so fucking hard to change my way, to control my anger, my lust. I'm trying so hard to make amends for all the things I've done wrong. I hope one day you would be able to see that.
2016-10-06
Burning Daylight
One of our friends needed some money, and I lend her some. Didn't do it because I care. I did it because I was hoping that God will see it. I was hoping that God will help me in return, maybe God will grant me that one wish. Been helping people for that reason lately. Not because I care. Maybe I was just being selfish.. And maybe I should. I used the money that I kept for us, I hope you don't mind.
2016-10-05
2016-10-03
2016-10-02
Hegira
I had you to escape from my bad days.. Now I don't know where to go to feel good again. Sometimes I wish I could just run away from everything, but I don't have a place to run away to. If only I got the money to just get a place somewhere in this world..
2016-10-01
Hello Autumn
If only there's a way for me to lie to myself.. I can lie to the whole world, and maybe even God. I could say that I'm perfectly fine. I could act, pretend that I'm fine. But I'm sicked of pretending. I'm so fucking tired of pretending.
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