Altruism

"They will point out every single one of your mistakes when they have someone else."

I guess that's true.. Because that's what happened to me. She blamed me for everything. The pain that I felt is my own damn fault. There's no one to blame but me. I did this to myself. She didn't know that I tried so fucking hard to change my way, to control my anger, my lust. I'm trying so hard to make amends for all the things I've done wrong. I hope one day you would be able to see that.