4 Worlds

Had a dream about the past last night.. And when I woke up, I immediately try to find my phone. That's when reality drags you back to the real world.. Because the last time I touched that phone was 6 months ago, give or take a few weeks. Maybe the next time that dream comes I would know which one is the truth

Suicide Note

Got really angry that night. What else should I do when talking to God only made it worst.. Only made you even angrier. 

Cursed Wind

Please teach your daughter to never be the reason why someone would stop believing in love. Teach her to not be like you. Teach her to always be loyal and faithful. 

Angel Of Mercy

Lost the way home..

Sogni D'Oro

You are only good as your last deeds.

Search Of Dreams

I guess I won the "I love you more" game..

Epilogue

Those antidepressant doesn't seems to work.. Maybe this body is immune to it or I needed a higher dose of it.

Obliviate

There goes someone I would never see again.. I should probably get used to it. Now there's only one left. How long will this one last? She's not getting any younger..

Everlasting Curse

I once believed that you were sent here to me to break the curse.. Never would have thought that you were part of this curse.

Immortals

Maybe I asked too much and I gave too little. 

Sun Dancer

Have you ever looked at someone doing something and you say to yourself, "She used to do that a lot." Then you started to see a bit of her in everyone you sees. If only I could harvest those traits and build my own you.

If I Needed You

A person who smokes, drinks, goes clubbing and fools around has God in his heart, and you don't. At that point you knew that you have sunk so deep in depression. That person may not be doing all the right things, but at the very least he still got God in his heart. From my point of view he's doing a lot better than me. 

Void Page 3

I'm at my emptiest.

An Old Magic

Have never been the first to let go.. But always the one that keeps holding on.

Tanzanite

"..But I have to go.. I'm sorry.."

Dormant

It's kinda funny that you're the most religious one in the family and at the same time you hated God the most.

Consolation

You ask for forgiveness during the night, but through out the day you curse this life, you curse His plans, you curse His name..

Love Less

This is what it feels like to lose faith in God. Not in your religion, but just Him. You still do what you are commanded to do. You still worship Him, you still pray to Him.. But most of the time you do all those things with so much hate, with so much anger in your heart. 

Nephilim

The very best thing in life is also the most painful memory to reminisce.

Assuage

Life was indeed an adventure when you're around..

Rewrite History

A life where you never left.. That's just something that would never happen now. Tried so hard to relive that dream again each and every night. That's the world I would want to live in. If only I would never have to wake up ever again.. If only I could just leave this stupid reality.

On Winter's Night

They said that if you're having a dream of someone, that means that particular someone is missing you.. If it's true, why would you? Because it's you almost every night. Wished it was true though.. But something that good can't never be the truth. Just another bullshit you would want to believe when you are out of hope I guess..

Beneath My Soul

"Hoping that one day you'll come home to me.. Because I'm tired of being lost."