2015-06-30

Roses

I know I can treat you better, please give me another chance dear.. Please believe me..

Harbinger

I want to see you.. I need to see your face again. It has been too long.. I need to see you love.. I miss you so much. I need to see your smile again..

2015-06-26

Salvador

Mom really like her.. It would break my mom's heart if we didn't make it, it's gonna break my heart as well. She is already like a daughter to her.. I hope all of this is just a test for me.

2015-06-23

Never Coming Home

I'm running out of words to say to her.. What should I say to convince her? What should I do to make her stay? I just don't know what else to do now.. I tried so hard to convince her to stay, but she wouldn't listen to me.. But please believe in my words love.. Please have faith in me. I spoke the truth, every word. There are not just empty words.. What I said to you, I meant it. Please trust me love.. Please..

2015-06-22

Ano

People said that I'm getting skinny, I'm losing weight. I guess its happening again.. I have lost my appetite. Feel like throwing up most of the time.. God I hate this. I thought I will never feel like this anymore

2015-06-15

Ne Me Quitte Pas

It hurts so much..

2015-06-14

Packed Snow

There is so many things I wanna do together with you. I really want to learn to cook with you.. I would probably get scold a lot by you.. Hehe. But I really wanna it though. Making kuih raya, any kind of desserts, or experimenting new recipes.. I know you like to clean the house, it is like a hobby to you.. So I want to do that with you too. We could clean the house together, and I can finally have someone to help me wash my car.. It is easier to wash when you have someone. I would do all the heavy stuff and you can do the easy stuff.. I'll sweep the floor, hang our clothes, wash the dishes. But I want to fold our clothes together.. You fold mine, I fold yours. We can see who can finish first. Gardening wouldn't be a bad thing to do together.. Hiking, cycling and more of those outdoor activities. Kinda miss our little badminton session we used to have.. Watching movies together.. Going for a trip together.. Do everything together with you.. Or just do nothing together.. I wish I could have more time with you..

Stalker

She taught me how beautiful love can be, and also how painful it can be..

2015-06-12

Quinn

I guess this year's Raya I won't be celebrating with you.. You have someone new to celebrate with. 

2015-06-11

The One-Eyed Man

I want to be the one who would save her from Dajjal 

2015-06-10

Token

God I hope it is still not too late..

Freya

Terima kasih cinta..

2015-06-09

Late Night Conversation

I can't stop talking to God about you, everything about you.. I like talking to Him about you. The way you talk, the way you walk, what you like to eat, the faces you give when you are angry, sad or happy.. And the list goes on and on. He probably already knew everything about you, but I just want to thanked Him for making you who you are.. You are His most beautiful creation.

Severus Snape

No matter what happens in the future, I will always love you.. Even if we were never meant to be together, I will always love you.. You will always be in my heart love. I promised to love you till the day I die. I promised to never ever give up on you, I swear that I will never forget the love that we shared. I will always keep all those memories close to my heart, no matter how painful it can be. I don't want to forget about us, and I hope you won't forget about me too.. I will always pray for your happiness even if you were to marry someone else, its the least I could do.. I promised to you love, I will never stop praying for you.. I promised to love you even if we were never meant to be. Always sayang, always..

"Love is not about possession, love is about appreciation.."

2015-06-08

If Only You Knew

If only you knew how sincere I am in loving you.. I want to be with you no matter what. I want to be by your side during both the good and the bad time. I love you not because of my desire, I love you not because of your beauty, I love you not because of the promised wealth.. But I love you because of God. I want to be the one to guide you, to take care of you, to be responsible for every action you make, to love you with all my heart. If only you knew how much I will sacrifice just to make you smile..

2015-06-07

Juggernaut

Please don't be in love with someone else.. Please Sayang.. 

Mess

My life is a mess right now..