Back In Time

Home isn't a place..

Dead Mine

When I said forever, I meant it. Maybe one day you will see. 

Empty Husk Of A Man

The only real emotion I show is at 0330 and on my praying mat. In the position closest to the one that runs the world. Asking, wanting, wishing, hoping, longing, yearning, begging.

Heal

"How is it you never noticed that you are slowly killing me.."

Diamond Back

"I wonder to myself what would happen if you messaged me. I slightly hope I’ll hear from you with an apology, an explanation, something to give me a little peace of mind. But I don’t know if I’ll get that, ever."

Space Man

I think I'm the girl in our relationship, in this relationship. I feel like I'm one of those girls that lost their virginity to a guy. After what we have gone through together, after what we did together, I want to be responsible. I did all of those things to you, I did that.. And I want to fucking be responsible for it. Does he know what we did together all those nights together? 

Early Riser

"The ones who are hurt the most after a break up are the ones that invested the most time and energy when they are in a relationship."

Cyber Punk

I miss having your hand in mine..

Cloak Feelings

I have been dreaming about you a lot lately, about us actually. I dreamt that I tried so hard to make you stay, I dreamt about that night we dance together in that room, I dreamt that I was your family once again, I dreamt about all those nights together, all those things we did. I would love to tell you all about my dreams.. But I know you don't care anymore. Having so many things to say but no one to tell it to. I wished you would be there for me, wished you are here to hear me out.. I need you right now love.

Snow Patrol

"Fate wasn't supposed to hurt, love wasn't supposed to hurt."

Advisor

We drank from the same cup, we ate from the same plate, we have slept on the same bed together.. And here I thought I knew you.

Corvo

Wanting you to stay may be a bit too much I guess. I'm asking too much of you it seems.

Titan Valley

“She had tricked him. She had made him leave his old self behind and come into her world, and then before he was really at home in it but too late to go back, she had left him stranded there–like an astronaut wandering about on the moon. Alone.”

Down We Go

She was once the light that save me from this darkness..

Just Because

Please remember dear..

Great Expectations

“I loved her against reason, against promise, against peace, against hope, against happiness, against all discouragement that could be.”

Suicidal Atmosphere

I will never regret meeting you. I regretted not finding the right words to make you stay. I tried, I did. I tried so hard to make you stay, to win you back. All the messages, all the letters, all the gifts. I regret not finding the right words that will make you stay. My greatest regrets. 

Caught Off Guard

I hope one day I will find the love that I have lost. I hope she will still be out there somewhere. I hope one day I will find her and bring her home. Please wait for me dear.. I will be there soon. I promise.

Don't Leave Me Again

You do know how much I hate goodbyes. I rarely say that when we part ways, I would always say, "See you again soon." I even hate the word goodbye. 

Don't Cry

Please come find me if you are hurting. Please come back to me if you are hurt. I promise I will take good care of you. I will keep you safe. I will try to fix your heart again. I promise dear. Please come and ask my help. I will be there for you. Don't forget me. I'll take good care of you sayang, I will sayang. Remember my number, call me whenever you want. I promise I will be there. Let me help you.. Please let me help you. 

Flame Texture

"Happiness is given to those who don't deserve it. That's just how the world works."

Space Drum

..Or maybe give me what I want for once in this damn lifetime.

Bucharest

If only life could be fair for once. Just this one time.. Or maybe God just hate me.

Elanor's Stairway

I was forced to say goodbye, I was forced to say my farewells to those I loved.

Most Vulnerable

I'm sorry if I sound so bitter. I tried to be better, I did. But it is just so hard.. I tried to give you up, I tried to forget, I tried to hate you.. But I can't, I just can't. Deep down inside, I still need your love. I'm sorry.. I'm sorry and I'm sorry for everything. Why do you have to go? Why do you have to leave? Please come back dear.. Please..

Haunt

Please come back..

Mono

I hope you are celebrating raya happily..

Morning Of White

When will this head of mine find peace? When will this heart of mine feel peace?

Agent Of Chaos

The streets are empty, but it feels more chaotic than ever. Maybe it's all in my head.

The Burning Man

"Saying nothing was the worst thing you could have said.."

City Life

If you ever need me again.. You know I will always be there for you no matter what. If you need help, please don't be afraid to come seek it from me. I will do my very best to help. I promise I will be there love. I promise. 012-2720617. Just in case you forgot.

Diamond City

The worst Ramadhan/Raya so far. Well stick around, there's more where that came from. Can my life get any worse than this? It probably will. Apparently I wasn't suffering enough.

My Muse

"How often do you look at the girl you love and tell yourself it's time to walk away?"

Solemnly Swear

Do you remember that one time you asked me what would I do if you lose your memory just like in the movie The Vow. Do you remember what was my answer? Do you remember what I told you that time? I will do my best to help you remember, I will not give up on you. I will not stop fighting for you. Do you remember love? My words are true, I'm a man of my word.. I kept my promises. Now I'm waiting for you to do the same. I'll wait sayang.. I'll wait.

Helpless

To watch love dies, to feel love dies.. And you can't fucking do anything about it.

Death Of Flowers

Watched The Vow again today. I understand how Channing Tatum felt. I know it was just a movie, but it was real to me. I'm sorry love.. I'm sorry for loving you so much. All those messages I sent, all those posts I posted here or on Instagram.. It was just me trying to make you remember all those good times. I'm trying to make you remember all of our memories together. I miss us. I miss us so much.. Please don't blame me, don't hate me for trying to win you back. I guess you wouldn't know how it feels like to see the love you built dies. It just faded away.. All the dreams, all the hopes just suddenly disappear.. Forgive me for ever loving you. Forgive me for ever trying. Forgive me for not giving up.

Rado

"Sometimes it’s the long hours of travel just to see you graduate.."

Demonic Possession

Tell her that I'm sorry, tell my mother I won't be home for Raya. It hurts so much coming back home. Tell her that I'm truly sorry. I wished I could come back.. But home just don't feel like home anymore. I'm sorry ma.. I just want to be alone for the time being.

Dr. Crane

Had a dream today. You were no longer alive. You stopped breathing.. But somehow I got your body. I found your body somewhere I couldn't remember. I hugged you so tightly in that dream when I found you.. I must have miss you so badly. It feels like it was more of a good dream than a nightmare. I was able to see you again. In that dream, I was the one that took care of your body. Mandikan, kafankan, I even carried you to your new home in my arms. I buried you by myself.. And we spent hours talking about the times we were away from each other. I was able to see you again, I was able to talk to you again. It doesn't feel like a nightmare anymore after that. I came back every day to recite a few surah for you, then I will clean your grave a bit. Then we would just talk till the sun goes down. It was just the two of us. We are finally together again.

Bitter Heart

Does it feel good to destroy someone's life? Must have felt good right love? Must have felt good to build your happiness on someone else's pain. Many things you were, but never cruel.