2015-05-23

Samus

I'm beginning to lose the joy of life, everything looks dark and pathetic. I just can't see the light anymore.. This place looks familiar though, maybe I have been here before.. I hate this place.

2015-05-22

Rogue Knight

I have betrayed the trust of my princess. I have broke her heart.. And I even broke my own heart in the process. 

2015-05-21

Darth Revan

"Why do you always forget that I'm here for you. You can't run away from me.. I'm always here for you.."

2015-05-20

Cursed Forest

Maybe I'm just not good enough for her

2015-05-19

Mortal Rage

I hope she misses me too..

Wishful Thinking

"Tuhan ku, tolong buka mata hatinya.."

Hyperion Team

Please don't be in love with someone else, please don't have someone waiting for you, please don't ever leave me again. 

I Am Fire

I hope she keeps reading the letters I wrote for her, I hope she cherish all of them. It wasn't easy for me to write them all, it wasn't easy for me to express my feelings in mere words.. But there's still things I can't express them in words. I need to see her,  I need the talk. I need her to know. I need the chance to tell her everything in person.. The things I should have said, the things I shouldn't have said, the things I should have done, the things I shouldn't have done, the things I'm going to do for her, the things that I have done for her.. I hope I get the chance. I hope she reads this.. I just want you to know that I love you with all my heart, I swear to God. For God's sake I love you Sayang.. I really do. Please hear me out love.. Please..












"Cross my heart and hope to die.."

2015-05-06

New Japan

I'm gonna lay low for a while.

2015-05-01

Sleeping Field

I feel so heavy.. I don't have the will to do anything anymore. I can't focus on my studies, I can't do shit. My heart is just not in it.. I have always known that I'm going to be a failure. Maybe I was right all along.. Too fucking stupid to do anything. A disappointment to my mother, probably the biggest disappointment to her.